CDs & Videos

LiVE at MAXiMAL: Double Live CD

LiVE at MAXiMAL: Double Live CD

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SONiA’s latest Double Live CD (2016) A double CD “LiVE at MAXiMAL” is from SONiA’s performance at a concert In Rodgau, Germany. 20 songs "real and passionate bubbling up acoustic energy" - The Folk Beast - Grammy Contender for BEST FOLK ALBUM 59th Grammy Awards Feb 12 2016

Broken Film: CD

Broken Film: CD

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This is SONiA’s 17th CD was recorded in Nashville in December of 2012 with Mike Poole ( Keith Urband, Johhny Cash) engineering and guitarist Don Conoscenti on lead guitar, Don Kerce (The Tommy Dorsey Band) on bass, drummer Brian Owings (Emmylou Harris) it is a Must Have for your SONiA disappear fear collection. Also touring disappear band are percussionist/vocalist Laura Cerulli ( from Mama’s Black Sheep and violinist Helen Hausmann and NYC vocalist Elaine Romanelli. Bringing it all together is Sound Engineer/Co-Producer Mike Poole (Keith Urban, John Prine, Robert Plant, Patty Griffin, Martina McBride, Johnny Cash).

Get Your Phil: CD

Get Your Phil: CD

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SONiA disappear fear peforming ten songs written by the late Phil Ochs. This CD presents the harmonizing vocals of SONiA and CiNDY that have not been featured since Seed in the Sahara. The CD is 100% made in America Folk Music. And was nubmer one for several months on the Folk Dj charts.

Blood, Bones & Baltimore: CD

Blood, Bones & Baltimore: CD

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The Blues-Americana CD by SONiA disappear fear recorded in Baltimore. Joining SONiA are wonderful musicians all from the Baltimore/Washington area: Laura Cerulli on percussion, Helen Hausmann on violin, Seth Kibel on Sax, Clarinet and Flute, Howard Markman on guitar, Michael Bowie on bass, with special appearances by Dylan Visvikis on piano and Cindy on vocals 10 great tracks of all original new songs, except the long time favorite of fans, "Biggest, Baddest Heart" and Woody Guthrie’s "Worried Man Blues."

Splash: CD

Splash: CD

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This compilation CD called "Splash" contains favorites from "tango" and "No Bomb is Smart" as well as 3 songs recorded Live. Also 4 songs never released before: early versions of "The Other Man," "Obviously," and "Love Names Me." Plus a brand new song written by Ellen Bukstel and Nick Annis, "By My Silence," based on the poem by Pastor Martin Niemoller during the Holocaust of WW II.

tango: CD

tango: CD

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"t a n g o" is SONiA disappear fear's dance with the World. Award-winning American-born singer/songwriter SONiA Rutstein composes 12 songs in Spanish, Hebrew, Arabic, and English creating a Latin-Middle Eastern folk-pop sound. True to her lifelong cause of a world without fear, these songs weave political trials of love and romance next to heartfelt political ideologies. The songs combine the indigenous sounds of djembes, tin whistles, violins, and acoustic guitars, and resonate with the harmonies of disappear fear. Making guest appearances are Rabbi Elizabeth Bolton and members of the original disappear fear band. Lyrics are included in a colorful 24-page booklet written in all four languages and illustrated with SONiA's original paintings.

DF05 LiVE: - Download Only

DF05 LiVE: - Download Only

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a few in stock- this is a LIVE CD with Laura Cerruli on percussion and back up vocals. Recorded in Kerrville Folk Festival in Texas, San Diego, California and Dayton Ohio. Raw and Real. cover photo by Erica Gloger from DC Pride Festival Main Stage. 2004

No Bomb is Smart: CD

No Bomb is Smart: CD

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Recorded in Nashville with a stellar Grammy lineup of producers and musicians and featuring the luxurious harmonies of CiNDY Frank (the original sound of disappear fear). The first song is a beautiful rendition of the Phil Ochs tune "No More Songs." The other 11 tracks are penned and delivered by SONiA with the full proof insurance of Craig Krampf on drums and knees, Glen Worf on bass, Bill Cuomo on strings and organs, Ed Snodderly on mandola and dobro... and more, more, more.

Live at The Down Home: - Download Only

Live at The Down Home: - Download Only

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Recorded LiVE on a hot sweaty night at SONiA's favorite American music club, the Down Home in Eastern Tennessee. Joining SONiA for some fine African drumming is Michelle Treece. Song selection includes some of the most popular tunes of disappear fear, for example Fallin', Sink The Censorship, Sexual Telepathy, Be The One, Two Eggs Over Easy, and many more. This is raw and real...no fudging...just one real fun beer-slinging night. AVAILABLE FOR DOWNLOAD: http://soniadisappearfear.com/song-downloads

Me, Too: CD

Me, Too: CD

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Me, Too was recorded in Baltimore as a joint venture between SONiA and multi-instrumentalist John Grant. Most of the instruments were played by SONiA and John with some help from Berklee College of Music Jazz genius Jane Miller and some fine background vocals from CiNDY. The title track was chosen to be on the HRC benefit CD to help the Human Rights Campaign.

Almost Chocolate: CD - Download Only

Almost Chocolate: CD - Download Only

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Recorded in June 1997 in Sturbridge Massachusets -it is SONiA’s first solo CD. Amid a whirlwind of changes personally and in personnel, the songs have sparse yet tasty and mesmirizing arrangements. Cindy added background vocals making it all comes together.

Seed in the Sahara: CD - Download Only

Seed in the Sahara: CD - Download Only

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This 1996 disappear fear CD, produced by Roy Bittan, keyboard player from the E street band, features many favorite songs of disappear fear fans, including title song "Seed in the Sahara", "Michelangelo" and B.Y.O.G. This CD is Available for Download: http://soniadisappearfear.com/song-downloads

disappear fear: CD - Download Only

disappear fear: CD - Download Only

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Recording from Christmas to New Year’s in !993/4 with multi Grammy and Oscar winning Craig Krampf in the dummer’s and producer’s chair. This first self titled CD earned much acclaim including the fastest selling CD on Philo/Rounder out of the box, GLAAD Award for best album of 1994 (Elton John preceeding years’ recipient) and Mix Magazine’s Top 25 of 1994 just behind Elvis Costello. It has a stellar line up of Nashville’s Best including Grammy winning Kenny Greenberg (Amy Grant) Don Kerce (Tommy Dorsey Band) Pete Wiles Jon Carrol ( Mary Chapin Carpenter). It features the real touring band members as well Marc Lawrence, Mike Alexander, Howard Markman and Brian Simms. Special guests on background vocals Indigo Girls and Janis Ian.

Deep Soul Diver: CD - Download Only

Deep Soul Diver: CD - Download Only

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Deep Soul Diver is disappear fear's sophomore release, recorded at Secret Sound Studio in Essex Maryland with John Grant. It was during this record production that SONiA wa inspired to create the following words which became the essence of all disappear fear songs and lyrics to the later penned song Tango sunf by SONiA in Arabic on the CD “tango”

“ the world is read to disappear fear. a world that is not afraid to love itself. a world that is ending hunger in the many forms that hunger exists no one is left out. so tomorrow. when the first rays of dawn reach like swords of light into your eyes, begin the day like a tango with your soul. in love with life because you are.

Echo My Call: CD

Echo My Call: CD

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The very first CD by disappear fear. Echo My Call was the number one album of the year at Baltimore’s Towson University Radio WCVT. The song Vertigo about the incident at Chernobyl was also number on their DJ charts which gave the band national/international buzz interest on and led to their first Publishing deal in London and New York with Carlin/Freedy Bienstock Publishing. SONiA sent a copy to the President Mikail Gorbachev commending his glasnost and peristroika world move and in turn the whole album became an undergound hit in the reformation of Russia.

SONiA disappear fear Concert in NYC - DVD

SONiA disappear fear Concert in NYC - DVD

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2 disc DVD of full SONiA disappear fear Concert in New York City September 2012. Directed and produced by Mark Jankeloff.

Who I Am - DVD

Who I Am - DVD

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See SONiA disappear fear performing. A new collection of songs including: - "No More Songs" written by Phil Ochs, (shot in San Francisco and directed by Mathew Perry) - "Who i Am" (filmed in Baltimore and directed by John Densmore) - "LiVE in Concert" (SONiA @ the Musik Messe filmed in Frankfurt Germany 2010 by Heinz Habert) - "Big Giant Planes" filmed at the Eugene-Oregon Country Fair; sung in Hebrew with subtitles - "Biggest Baddest Heart," "Won't Let Go," and "Love Names Me." Includes a cool collection of tour photos by Dylan V. and more.

SaM i Am: CD

SaM i Am: CD

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15 year old Sam Weiser. bursts into the music world with this his furst full length CD, produced by SONiA at Secret Sound Studio in Essex Maryland with the great engineeing of John Grant. SONiA and Sam met backstage just before the Daniel Pearl Memorial Conert at the Mahwah Center for Performing Arts in Connecticutand SONiA asked Sam to perform Who’ so Scared with her that night and it waslike fireworks in the theatre. SONiA was extremely impressed with Sam’s musicianship and talent at such aa tender age "he played like he had been performng for decades." SONiA Standout songs such as Europa with Dennis Chambers (Santana, Peter Gabriel, Sting) and Lulo Reinhardt, John Tomakos (of Cirque du Soleil). Highlights include a rare recording of Marc O’Connor’s Gypsy Fantastic and By My Silence with SONiA on vocals.

String Theory: CD

String Theory: CD

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This is Sam’s second full lenth CD. All of the songs are written and arranged by Sam, except for the Beatles’ song. It showcases his depth of musicianship to the fiddly tunes to the jazz improvisationals to the celtic and to the classical contemporary. It's a work of art and memorializes this extraordinary talent at only age 17. Produced by SONiA at Deep End Studio in Maryland with Tony Correlli engineering.

Happy Birthday SONiA - DVD

Happy Birthday SONiA - DVD

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Videos of performances, interviews and some videos from birthday parties when SONiA was a child. also include some spandex songs from the 80s with her band Exibit A- pop and punk and fun

Clothing

Short Sleeve Sold Color Love Out Loud TShirt

Short Sleeve Sold Color Love Out Loud TShirt

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A short sleeve sold version of the Love Out Loud Shirts

disappear fear baseball cap

disappear fear baseball cap

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Fully adjustable, 100% cotton hat with peace sign on the front and rainbow imprinted with disappear fear on the back. Contrasting color sandwich on brim. Hat colors are Olive with Putty, Black with Red, Navy with White, Mango with Navy, Khaki with Navy, Black with White, White with Black, Red with Black, Tangerine with Navy, Stone with Black, and Stone with Blue.

Short Sleeve Tie Dyed Love Out Loud Tshirt

Short Sleeve Tie Dyed Love Out Loud Tshirt

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Tie-dyed Love Out Loud t-shirts in Rainbow, Spiral Blue and Purple.

Broken Film T-Shirt (limited edition)

Broken Film T-Shirt (limited edition)

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Our newest T-shirt...Broken Film shirt in honor of the new CD. 100% heavy cotton and 100% American made. The Broken Film cover is on the front of the shirt.

Short Sleeve Symbols T-shirts

Short Sleeve Symbols T-shirts

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Black shirts with black symbols on white squares (shown), Navy shirts with navy symbols on white squares or White shirt with white symbols on blue squares.

Long Sleeve Love Out Loud Solid Color T-shirts

Long Sleeve Love Out Loud Solid Color T-shirts

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Long sleeve version of our original Love Out Loud t-shirt in Green, Black and red.

Long Sleeve Symbols T-shirt

Long Sleeve Symbols T-shirt

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Long sleeve, 100% cotton t-shirt in black, white, purple, red, orange, cardinal blue and dark heather We have have children's sizes in this great shirt in colors black, white, orange, red, columbia blue, purple, grey heather, white

Long Sleeve Tie Dyed Love Out Loud T-shirt

Long Sleeve Tie Dyed Love Out Loud T-shirt

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Long sleeve version of our very popular short sleeve tie dyed shirts. Available in Blue, Purple or Rainbow.

disappear fear T-shirt - women's cut

disappear fear T-shirt - women's cut

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Women's cut disappear fear T-shirt. Available in sport grey, light pink, iris blue and pistachio.

disappear fear zip hoodie

disappear fear zip hoodie

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80% cotton, 20% polyester, disappear fear on front and symbols on the back. Pre-shrunk, Pouch pockets. Jersey-lined hood with matching drawcord.

disappear fear pullover hoodies

disappear fear pullover hoodies

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disappear fear hoodies that are pull overs. disappear fear on front and symbols on the back. 100% ringspun cotton; double-needle stitching throughout; jersey-lined hood; boxy cut; hemmed sleeves; open-bottom with side vents

Hurricane Harvey Benefit Shirts
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Hurricane Harvey Benefit Shirts

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We have a limited number of Hurricane Harvey Benefit shirts left, and very limited sizes. We only have XL, Medium, and a few Smalls. If you want a particular size and color, feel free to email: nancy@disappearfear.com

disappear fear T-shirt - Regular Cut

disappear fear T-shirt - Regular Cut

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disappear fear T-shirt in Regular cut. Red, blue and orchid.

PAiNTiNG by SONiA

PAiNTiNG by SONiA

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When SONiA is not on tour she frequently can be persuaded to make commissioned painting- inquiries welcome email Sonia@disappearfear.com

Paintings by SONiA

PAiNTiNGS by SONiA

PAiNTiNGS by SONiA

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When SONiA is not on tour she frequently can be persuaded to make commissioned painting- inquiries welcome email sonia@disappearfear.com

Fun Stuff

Water Bottles

Water Bottles

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disappear fear water bottles.

disappear fear Stickers

disappear fear Stickers

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disappear fear Rainbow Stickers

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